Missing You Poem by Melissa Robinson

I'm missing your touch and all we had,
I'm so sorry for makin you sad,
making you angry and gettin you mad;
I long for the love that we used to have.

My hips are scarred and my heart is wounded,
without you I'm drenched and sorrow and remain secluded
in my mind and it's so useless
Without your affection I am so clueless.

Why'd you have to move away.?
Now i no longer want to stay-
in this place i call my home
and each day I regret letting you go.

Baby please try and understand.
you where my 1st love, I don't wanna be friends;
I just simply wish that this pain would end,
without you my heart may never mend.

I reminence never-to-be promises,
You said U'd adore me forever-
that our love would never end.!

Remember when I grew so sick
and almost died because of it..?
It was your fault and i should of left,
but I forgave you with a simple kiss.

The doctors said now I can't have kids,
You said in the future that we'd adopt some then;
that you'd take care of me and protect me-
but then a month later you permanently left me.

I'm having a hard time trying to understand
how to diminish this hopelessness I've locked within;
and missing you, dear, is a deadly sin-
One day I give up, and then the next, give in.