Midnight Paranoia Poem by Nika McGuin

Midnight Paranoia



Midnight paranoia, once again is here
it keeps me steadily losing sleep
nightly with me, is the constant fear
that darkness, into my room might creep

Now every night, I must talk myself into sleeping
afterwards, I take to distraction - in whatever form
otherwise over my shoulder, I'd be constantly peeping
with covers up to my neck, I finally ease into a sleep easily torn

For me it's not uncommon, these days
to startle myself awake in panic at midnight
and I know, I am aware, the threat is likely far away
- half imagined - maybe... but that doesn't end my paranoid fright

Friday, January 27, 2017
Topic(s) of this poem: fear,midnight,night,paranoid,sleep,sleeping
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Daniel Brick 27 January 2017

I read this poem twice. In my first reading I felt a kind of doom which the precision of language and the rhymes made even more disturbing. But the second reading, following immediately on the first, made me aware of your command of the situation: yes, there is fear but not abject fear, there is constant worry but not bottomless worry. What I found instead was your firm resistance and unwillingness to surrender to paranoia. That means you oppose your courage to this midnight paranoia, and your courage will wear it down.

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