Melancholy-An Intense Feeling Of Sadness... Poem by Norden Lama

This time I lose my every thing.
My patience, my persistence
Because I think, you were something,
I never wish to lose.
For when I was loving you, I was dedicating my true self,

But now as you can see,
Despite encoding you with every honest intimacy,
I fall to lose you.
I thought only death would make us apart.
How could I forget you behold a girly heart.
That can change unpredictably,

And now I am to cry every night.
I have gone thin and I cannot win,
Even a single loaf of bread for a day.
Ocean vast life awaits me…
I am to give up.
With you it would have been otherwise.
Every taste has turned sour,
Every relationship bitter.
I can’t sustain this heart break.

Uncontrollable!
Crying seems nothing.
I crave for you all the time.
I haven’t turned the lights on,
My misfortune, I couldn’t tell you,
The way I was missing you.

Times have changed now…
I continue with my woes.
I cry alone and no body knows.
I wish to hear you all the time,
Wish to tell you I am not fine.
But as you are gone,
I am left alone to mourn.
The night seems too vast.
I wish my warranty no longer to last.
Because this time, the damage cannot be calculated.
I see my cell phone inbox,
It has been empty for long,
I sit and figure out the wrongs from my side.

How can you let me cry like this?
How much can you see me hurting myself like this!
The cranes are gone for the next season.
I am crying with same old reason.
I can’t even express that how much helpless I am.
The paths I walk don’t mean anything to me.
Ever since I have lost you,
I have lost myself too.
My principles are all gone in a hush,
I happen to lose you in rush.
And it seems you never thought about me…