Me Trying To Describe Myself Poem by Rendra Adi Wibawa

I wasn’t perfect boy, my hair doesn’t always stay in place.
I don’t have alot of friends to share.
I always look nasty and clumsy,
I don’t have any special skill in my daily.
Nor I was just a geek...
Till one day I’m realize that I’m a freak....

When I looking back at time
My life was just frozen in time
I’m stuck in past
Just waiting for last

I was a lazy person
And always try the instant way
Instead for only love this life anyway
I just want to know what life, love, and God are never gone

My lovely future had always been a dream
Clearly....I had no direction to move further...
But there’s only one thing i know about myself
I want to do more than I need
And need more than I want

Yes! ! ! ..... I was too much
Over the edge......
But what can I do? ? ?
Then finally I knew......
How lovely I am for being unperfect.....