Loved Me.... Haha Never Poem by K J

I have been writing these lines for far too long
The pages fill but they don't help fix what is wrong
Tell me love what is there left to say
The time that we could have just fades away

If you're looking for the best man, you know that isn't me
I'm nothing more that a sorrow covered in romantic fantasy
I'm sorry for not being all the things you want me to be
I'm sorry that the best I can give you is to just be me

So find me an answer and Ill give you all my time
So give me a love song and Ill tell you everything is fine
Fade to black with the intent of all the things you never meant to say
Fade to gray with the regrets of what you have let get away

Do the mountains sing for you or are they silent still
I don't understand the reasons and I guess I never will
You find me in the pool of my empty tears
You leave me in a room comforted only by my fears

And now the dawn is breaking and the night goes by
Somewhere in this time I find that I don't have the will to cry
So take from me those last things that I have left to spare
Then take a little more til I forget that I used to care

If you are happy then why don't you just turn away
Take from me this forever and those words you used to say
And leave me with this shadow that only you and I will ever see
Leave me with the scars of the way you used to 'Love' me.