Love That Wont Learn Poem by Garett Ryan

Why comfort you.
Am I making it harder on myself, the happiness seems to leave with you
The darkness then glazes over...
Why can’t I be patience? I know it’s worthwhile to see that face to see that smile.
I want you back and that’s no lie
But I can’t hurt like this when you’re not in my life
Or when you’re just a friend.
Why can’t I just be happy again?
I miss Rob and Eric, Adam, and blue
Why did I live I’ll never know
But why can’t life be more beautiful since I nearly died?
It seem like an endless corridor of doors that lead to nothing.
I want to give someone my love and not have to prey to whatever is out there to push me on
I feel like I’m always drifting down a path of no return.
Why is my love a love that won’t learn?
I keep giving my love so honest and true and then the darkness seems to roll on through
Capturing my light from any point of view
Then here I stand alone again with Mikey my only friend
Yet ill run away it’s no wonder why the darkness follows me
Maybe one day it will swallow me. Then it’s just darkness