Lost In The Middle. Poem by Paul Cornell

Where am I?
Lost?
It's dark and I am lost but I am not alone.
What does this feel like? What should this feel like? Where am I? Life… a labyrinth.
Where were the signs? Were their signs? I think I lost track or maybe I forgot to look for the signs.
Where am I?
Lost.
Paths stretched out and entangled in front of me like roots.
Where is the light?
Which way is lit?
Does darkness mean there can be no light?
Darkness means I am lost, not in pain.
Maybe fear?
Love was my light.
Love is my light?
Is love my only light?
The gamble.
Choices, decisions, definites, maybes, don't knows…
I don't want comfort, I don't want an easy life, I want a fight!
I want to make it right, I want to make everyone happy... forever.
I want to happiness.
I want to prove them wrong.
Where am I?
Lost.
Find me… Please, find me…