Losing Something That Is Not Yours Poem by cookie platterkrautenfluglehofel

It is easier for me to believe that you don't care
than to think you are gone
Either way I lose
Either way you are gone
I went into this knowing how it would end
but now I'm not sure
I've never been lucky so I'm usually ready to lose
But not today. I am so not ready!
I wish just once, before I am gone too,
I could know what it feels like to matter.
If I could just drive away from everyone and everything,
it would be easier to accept no one caring enough to call.
I could at least say you don't know where I am, don't have my new number, my new address
not that you don't care