Lose It All Poem by Andrea Bencardino

It took only one thing, i dont know why
it doesnt seem to matter how hard you try.
life is just another pointless dream.
but I had to loss it all to realize that,
It didnt matter how hard it was,
It doesnt matter how hard I tried.
you told to keep that in mind,
but i never really cared until the end.
when I woke up from this dream,
and finally knew that you were right all along.
that i am as horrible as you spoke before,
and now I sit here in the cold, Im all alone.
I can see the blood dropp from my arms,
It was the one thing i wanted all along,
but my fate was to lose it all.
sitting here my heart dies slowly,
wondering how to make it up to you.
if only I hadnt lost you.....