Lonesome Troubles. Poem by Malikah Awan

Loneliness:
AKA hell on earth.
Making me doubt my worth;
feeding my insecurities;
Making me disbelieve there's more to me
than the worthless outer image,
I'm imprisoned in my minds' self deprecating
torture cage,
As I waste away the days;
unable to break out of this
unendurable phase.

How I wish I could erase
every contumelious thought that enters my mind;
How I wish self confidence
was something I could find.
But I'm stuck with this desolation filling my brain
as loneliness consumes me,
A pain from which
I'll never be free.
As my expectations pile on;
things I'll never achieve.
The awesome personality;
that's simply out of my reach.