Lonely Poem by Teasia Ruffin

Now that your disappointed in me your gone
Your ashamed of me
I didn't chose to be this way
It just happened...im sorry
Im pathetic and im worthless
I now have no hope
No one wants to talk to someone like me
I don't have anyone to talk to anymore
Its better this way
I'll just keep my bull to myself
I have no one to call or text in the middle of the night
I'm shaking, I just need to talk to someone
I need to talk to you
But I understand you don't wanna be bothered with me
I'm sick and stupid
I 'll leave you alone
Just like you want to, ill keep my secrets to myself
I wont be okay but that doesn't matter anymore
I'll never be okay