Teasia Ruffin

Watch as the unbeating souls float across the eye sight
Shadows stick to the ceiling and look down upon you
The voices tell their stories and scream in agony
Fight the urge to cut the healing wounds open
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Betrayed by the one closest to the heart
Fall as the knife once again pierces the back
Bleeding internally struggling to get up and run away
Tears are fake as touches were forced
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Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
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You mean so much to me
I will never break your heart like the others have
You deserve to be so happy
And with me I will make sure you are and always will be
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I really hope its revenge
I would die if it was how you felt
Revenge hurts like a bitch
I never thought I could hurt like this
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My selfesteem has decreased
My heart has boiled into an egg
Blood zigzag's across my arms
I watch as my already deep scars deepen more
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Life is moving very fast
Im not ready to face what the world has for me
I play around and dont take life serious
I may not graduate
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Why did you do that
I literally died on the inside when I saw what you did
It was very stupid
Dont you ever do that again
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Life is moving too fast
I havent even decided what to do with it
Before I know it, it will be too late
I've wasted so much time
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your my first love
I never knew I could feel this away about anyone
But you changed that
loving you feels so right
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I know we need eachother
Or we would both fall apart
I love how we cling to eachother like it's life support
Im sorry for the few times i'v hurt you
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I always knew that you'd
Come back to get me
And you always knew that
It wouldn't be easy
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I knew this was going to happen
I knew my life and depression was going to get in the way
And now iv lost everything
And everything has lost me
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My thoughts are sometimes to crunch,
Sometimes life seems too much.
Whenever I sit and wonder,
Clouds roll over and it begins to thunder.
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I'm the setting sun behind the tree's
The saddest one you've seen
I'v been burnig holes and breaking dreams
And I regret it
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Surrounded by darkness at every light
Only to find regrets and bleeding wounds
Watch the hand as it slowly fades beneath the scars
Drawn in by lifeless disgruntled cries
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Now that your disappointed in me your gone
Your ashamed of me
I didn't chose to be this way
It just happened...im sorry
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Lost in the mist of confusion and want
Remembering the road of hatred and perfidiousness
I am only human therefor I only live once
Pain embraces me like never before
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I dream of you throwing me under the dark crashing waves
I think you would if you had the chance
You have before, with no regret
You would watch me bleed and laugh like everything is okay
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Ripped open from the core
I no longer want to feel anymore
My mind is steady racing
My dreams are no longer worth chasing
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