Lifetime Of Pain Poem by jess jayne

Every second is a lifetime of pain,
with a knife in hand
it could stop,
but the strength isn't there.
to weak to move,
to weak to think.

A lifetime of pain,
is all that i'm worth
there is no good,
all is bad.

A lifetime that could end,
when i chose,
it's up to me not you,
But,
I can't do it cause,
I'm too weak,
I'm too scared.

A lifetime of pain
with a choice to live
A choice to die,
But,
It's not up to me,
I'm too weak to try.