Life Story Poem by Gad Ashther

Since I was a child
I never really cared about other people
Since I was a child
I never really seized the day
Since I was a child
Nothing else really mattered
Other than sitting down and watching cartoons

Since I was a kid
I saw my friends as playthings
Since I was a kid
I thought everything would go my way
Since I was a kid
I thought nobody would ever hurt me
Since I was a kid
Nothing else really mattered
Other than sitting down and playing games

Now that I'm 15
I realized how stupid I was
Now that I'm 15
I know the pain of heartbreak
Now that I'm 15
I feel rejected from society
Now that I'm 15
Nothing else really mattered
Other than sitting down and smoking

When I'm older
I'll look into the past
When I'm older
I'll regret living life
When I'm older
I'll count every day I've lost
When I'm older
Nothing else will matter
Than wishing I was dead