Life After War. Poem by Colton Foltz

The things I've been through this past year..
Are to much for any strong man to bear.

Knowing that half the pain I feel today, is pain I caused to myself.

So please believe I can not forgive myself, let alone how do I begin to trust you, our anyone I love every again.

All the pain I feel tonight happened months ago.. And everyone knew what has come.

But yet no one told Colton, no he hadn't have a single clue.

I'll destroy myself until I'm someone new.
Because I still can't loving you..