Kill Me Painfully Poem by Isabella Night

Why must I hurt like this?
My love, I've hurt you.
Your happiness is what I miss.
I hope our relationship will hold true.

The sparkle once in my eyes has gone missing.
The beauty in them - faded.
I'm empty inside...there is no more wishing.
Nor are there hopes - I'm too jaded.

Life may go on, but in my mind it will not.
I hate gossip & secrets; they need to die!
Who knew hell was this unbearably hot?
The gossip will die after I say goodbye.

Piercing agony in a crossfire with depression;
The pain I'm inflicted with isn't given softly.
I doubt I will ever make any progression.
Juts kill me painfully...