Key To My Heart 2 Poem by Ashley Nichol

talking to you makes any day amazing.
no matter what im going through.
you are the smile on my face.
you know just what to say to make me feel like i am worth something.
you tell me you love me and want to be with me forever,
honestly i dont see why though.
i have hurt you so much in the past couple of weeks that i even want to admit to.
all of my love is still yours.
i dont want to give it to anyone else.
yes he makes me happy.
yes he makes me smile.
but it just doesnt feel right fighting this battle for him.
i know i dont deserve you,
and i know that i am making you feel like a back up plan,
and i am sorry.
but the way you talk to me,
and everything you tell me,
i know you still have that look in your eyes.
that one you had only for me.
i should have seen it so much sooner,
and the only thing i can do is say that im sorry.
i hate that i hurt you.
i still do love you! !
please understand that even if i am with him for now,
its only you that has a key to this heart.