Just A Reminder Poem by kawambee thomas

Yeah I know loving me was never easy
One minute I’m happy and the next I’m worried
All these unexpected emotions is like a roller coaster
Only this time it’s like us riding blind folded

Mere words are only descriptions
My actions is what keeps our relationship present
Still in the back of my mind I question
Will this be enough to keep you forever?

Wait a minute let me take a deep breath
Is my thinking creating falsified unsettledness?
Or is my unsettledness the very thing you think I lack
Never mind the expectations I’m still here trying

Even when I’m at my worse
Nothing in me changes my love and desire
What’s worse when you’re feeling uncertain?
Wondering if your loved ones still wants you

Cringing at night not able to sleep
The sickness of you not around leaving me weak
You’re tossing and turning constantly yearning
Feeling distant, steadily missing

A touch that was once yours
Has disappeared from your existence
And your left quiet and alone
With emptiness!