Journal Entry *sigh* Poem by brandon febles

I feel that I want to stare, in his eyes, forever. He makes me feel comfortable, when I feel that I’m wrong, to feel this. He makes me fall in love, and he doesn’t even know. He is my everything, the reason I sing and the reason, I wake up in the mourning. I want to be, with him until I have to go. And I never told him, but when I was young I had a crush, a crush on him, can you believe that I knew I was this way since I was 10 but never told him. I was scared then, the way I am now, that he will not feel the same, and I’ll be hurt. I picture him, when I wake up, during the day, even when I sleep, I picture holding him. How can I tell him, will he ever know that I have this crush, that he is my wonder wall, and I know no one feel the same, about him the way I do. But I will never tell him cause of fear, maybe one day I will get over it, but until then. This is just a journal entry. (in the eyes of the lover)