Jigsaw Heart Poem by Xtine Vargas

I was perfectly living my simple life before
Until he knocked at my heart's front door
He fooled me and hurt me and left me alone
He made my realistic heart turn into stone.

My heart was closed due to that
After that I have joined the frat
I was carelessly living my emotional life
And i have chose dark over light.

I slash my wrist whenever I remember him
and every night a nightmare always begin
I have learned to drink and smoke
And I have lost my respect to my fellow folk

The piercings in my ears are doubled or tripled
But my heart is still bleeding and crumpled
I want to move on and a new light I want to find
But I can't seem to let him out of my heart and mind.

But until the time that I've met you
A voice in my heart says: 'your hatred is through'
I have fixed my mistakes in my high school life
And at your side I found new light.

You arranged me and fixed me
and gave me a start
And with the count of one..two..three
You puzzled me and my JIGSAW HEART.