Jesus You Saved Me Poem by ESPN CHICK

Pain took everything I had away
Took my hope and stole my dreams
Making me think I could never become anything

The mirror told me exactly who I was
And that I wasn't beautiful
Making me believing in myself less and less

How I wanted to die
With everything around me
Surrounding me watching my every move

How I couldn't take it anymore
I just couldn't take this pain
Tired of being broken and bruised

I just didn't want to live anymore
I wanted to kiss this world goodbye for once and for all
But I just couldn't kiss this world goodbye felt like something was holding me back

And it felt like the whole world turned their backs on me
Left me feeling this pain this agonizing pain each and every day
Oh how I wished the pain would go away

I was broken
Broken into trillion little pieces
Felt like I was too broken to be fixed

I was alone and sometimes I still am
I cried myself to sleep late at night
Figured out that it was my lullaby

But now I see life in a different way
No longer do I want to die
No longer do I listen to the mirror

And I never let pain steal anything else away from me
I'm stronger now than ever
Found out that I've got someone beside me no matter what

Figured out that he was always there guiding my every move
And his name is Jesus Christ
He came to me in a dream and said

I will always hold you
I will always be there for you
And I never did leave you

I was always there
You just always turned your back on me
And I waited and waited for you

But I was waiting on him too
And now I finally got tired of waiting and
Called on him to forgive me

And please help me make it through
From now on I swear I'm all yours
I'm no longer wanting to die thanks to him

He prevented my suicides to happen
Saved me from Satan
And he saved me from this cold world

I'm better than ever and now I can be happy forever
Thanks to him
He died on the cross for all our sins

Mine was up there on his shoulders
Crucified for me knowing I don't deserve it
I don't deserve to live on this planet

But you were our sacrifice
So we wouldn't have to go to hell
And we could be there with you our savior in heaven

How cool is that
You died for us died so we can have everlasting life
How wonderful is that you love us just the way we are


And we never ever have to change
We can come to you just as we are
I love that because it feels like we all have to blend in

And you never let things happen that we can't handle
You put us through changes for reasons we will never truly understand
Oh Jesus will you please help me and guide me through this horrid place

Cause you are all I have
I never wanted to come to you
I just always wanted to blame you

Wanted to blame you for taking my loved ones away
And kept asking why me
I never looked at it in a good way

But now I see it in a whole new way
A whole new light and now I'm running to you
And you wait with arms wide open

I can run to you and you will put your wings over me and protect me
You may give and take away but you always give us your heart and soul
Helping us through tough and rough times

Jesus how can I ever thank you
You are everything
And you are wonderful to me

February 9,2008