Dominique Payne

Rookie (12-04-1986 / Brooklyn New York)

Its Life- Its My Life


Its hard to be me.
Everything isn't what it seems
This facade of happiness.Its not real
On a day to day basis, there's no average meal
Soup kitchens, and a bag o' food from a church
Standing in line for hours, My pride it hurts.
A new pair of Jordan's, I wish, I dream
And you people wonder why I seem so mean
Dealing with Diabetes takes away strength I had
After yelling and screaming, I'm depressed yet mad.
Alone I feel, Completely alone.
Searching for a sense of being, this earth I'll roam
Maybe I could change things, If I were back a Kid.
But I'm 19, and I'm nothing So
I don't want to live.

Submitted: Friday, May 17, 2013
Edited: Wednesday, September 11, 2013

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Depressed...seemed overwhelmed...

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  • Bronze Star - 6,760 Points Edward Kofi Louis (12/17/2014 3:19:00 AM)

    Life is full of difficulties at times. But, move on with your faith. Nice piece of work. Thanks for sharing this poem with us.

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