Is This Thing On? ? ? Poem by Eli Unknown

never knew how much i know
til eye had to let it show
what oozes from this gaping hole
what shall pour from this broken soul
only GOD can know
for it was written before the words could be spit
into reality
from you - for me?
what is this i see?
a broken fairy dream
things are not quite what they seem
can you believe
in me
-
in you
the few
am i proud?
or can i just own my bid'ness right here
for it is here we hold court
and the same ground where we fall short
of a glory we dream to be
do i have room to breathe
my ears ring
and these tears sting my dirty face
and nothing no-=not one thing could replace
the blood dripping from my face
from a moment i can never erase
a life that would be so great
if you didnt have to look me in the eye

and wonder

where your deeply sooted sorrows
bring youto only clouded tomorrows
and how can i sit up str8
and never be late
how im always on time
and good for a rhyme
i wont ever let you down
you will be the one that never comes around
seeds planty firmly in the ground
fruit i will never see grow
but i know inside its whole
better than it was before
i display the art of war
be calm before your battle
listen to the soothing sound
your beating heart doth make
and in this moment is give and take
i will take what i came for and give what i can
i hope in this you will understand
could you please just hold my hand

draw my name in the sand
tell me- how to make a boy a man-

guide me with the light so that i can relate
in this quiet moment have i asked too late? ? ?