Invisible Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

Words flying across my eyes
that I just can't seem
to write out.
Only so much
effort can be spent on venting.
Can't seem to do
anything right.
Never will I be able to,
as it seems.
I do one thing right
and get two more wrong.
They expect so much more
than I have to give.
Seems like I didn't ever have
enough for myself.
So what can I do?
I have no more to give
and I cannot leave.
Too much of my heart is here.
Life has been too hard
for too long.
People won't let me leave,
no mater how hard i struggle.
How loud I scream.
Laughter being tossed around,
they're not realizing the falling tears.
Invisible it seems.
But how far can this invisibility
stretch out?
Over all of my depression
from the looks of it.