In This Dark Place Poem by a silent cry from a silent voice

tieard and weak i crawl..still searching for that elusive end..my body acks and my mind a wreak..cold and alone i stumble on Wat i know not..i feel a glimmer of hope in the shell you all call me..just waiting for its return.
i get to my knees..so frail and weak..too tiered to keep moving..slowly i creep still not knowing wot lays ahead..i can feel its presence lingering in wot ever shadows remain..not knowing when its going to strike.
i feel stronger with every step i make feeling better with each breath i take..the darkens seems to be changing in wot way I’m unsure..i can see a small shimmering flicker of light in the far away distance.
toward it i turn with a smile on my face..my heart is pounding and my mind is racing and thats when it strikes……my back starts to acke..iv got to keep moving and try make up as much ground as i can.

taking its time inching its way up my back to my neck..then BOOM! ! ! its back..i fall to my knees my head feels like its going to explode..because of the ringing in my ears..im back..back to this place i call home.
i hate it..but iv been hear so many times now..it must be home..i wouldn’t wish this hell you all call life on my enemy’s..i pray each day im taken to the next level..i wish each night my world would end.

i lift my head from hands..im blinded by the stars in my eyes..the light is fading fast….not again….my head falls and all that i felt as gone..this endless journey is never ending but forward i must go..to the floor i crumble too weak to breath..i can only pray that these are my last breaths..my angels cant save me now..i feel sorry for then having an excuse for sperm donor like me.

i love them more then i love myself..more then what my heartless body can handle..but even thats no enough to keep me moving any more..laying lifeless on the floor iv been hear too many times before..this is the start..this is my end.