In The Past.... Poem by suelana taha

See I made my self promise,
That my first day of working.
I wouldnt make a friend,
With someone who will make me
Feel worthless....

At first it was baby steps,
Then it was promises and crazy laughs.
Soon it was msn chats
That kept me up until my bed time,
Had past.

One day, I noticed your scars,
Didn't say anything,
Because it was to hard...

It realy did break my heart.

After that moment,
It seemed like I went,
Past your secret wall.
Promised you,
that I would never let you fall.

Started to worry about you,
Because things changed you.
People didnt respect you,
And just used you...

How could anyone,
Take advantage of someone
Like you?

Drove you to clinics,
And tried to teach you,
To not let people
Step all over you! !

Remember that time, when he disrespected you,
when I was ready to teach him,
A lesson on how to treat you.

Then things changed?

Now things are different...

Now I feel that you have,
Created a new wall.
So for me, ill never be able
To pass, pushed away,
In your deep past....

I dont understand, why I never told you?
But I loved you like a little sister,
But now its to late to even tell you
Because now I've become just to bitter,
Maybe because Ive been hurt to much by others and you.

Makes sence to happen to someone like me,
Whos heart has been beaten so severly,
In the past.