In The Hospital Asking Why Poem by Amber Rainer

as the sound of my heart beat races and my face begins to sweat i tell him no!
he does not listen he keeps taking advantage and keeps going!
i yell stop but he doesnt stop!
it hurt and it is starting to sting!
i beg him to stop!
who gave this man the write to take something of mine and steal it from me!
who gave him permission to hurt me and watch me cry!
why did this happen to me!
my life was gonna be special!
i wanted to do things that was gonna be good for me!
so why did this man take my dreams and abuse them!
a complete stranger hurt me and took my life from me!
then he beat me with his hands!
as i lay in the hospital looking up at the celeing i cry and ask god why this happened to me! ! !
as i cry i start to fade and ask god plz tell me why why why this happened to me after i have tried to everything right for everyone! ! !