In The Deep Blue Poem by Tekkoo Heinrich

To understand this poem, you need to know the story:

6 years ago I attend in a small poem contest in San Francisco. I was ranged as number 8. So no price to me: -)
11 days after the police look me up, because they caught a suiside victim from the bridge. He would not talk to anybody els but me. He has read the poem I attend in on the contest. And he told me hes story - and ask me to make a poem out of it.

I did, normally I write, then I pollish the words, so it looks better. I did not in this case, and I never will, so here are my words of hes story.




It was in the heat of night
We had a negative discusion
It end up with a fight
You slam the door and left me in the dark

I was going into our bed
Later you come back home
I lay there as I was in a sleep
You lay down by my side and turn of your phone

I cought the smell of a foreigner
You smell was like a animal in heat
I wake up and look on your sleep
I could smell hes feed

I look on your sleeping body
As always you look fantastic
Even in this moment of betray
Our love have been romantic

I took my favorit things
Put them all in my suitcase
I look at you for the last time
I will always remember your face

I walk into the street of dark
Going our way to the bridge over the sea
It was my time – my mind was clear
It was time for me to dropp the key

I was jumping out from the bridge
I hit the water like a stone
I feel the cold blue water
My voice left the last tone

I was laying on the buttom on the sea
Looking up from there everything was grey
For the first time I speak to god
An i beleive god hear my pray

After a time my body beginn to move
Up from the buttom my body float
My eyes and mind beginns to see
I see all the angels took my load


I hit the top of the water
I feel and smell the fresh air
I was back – i was here
He has listen and was fair

Now I am in a white bed
doctors are looking into my eye
sad as i am i answer them in thruth
Because I could not take your lie

I still see you in the mirror
My heart is full of pain
You are forever away
But your soul is still in my vain