Impossible To Find Poem by erin maher

He's in love with me but does he know.
I feel the same but little do I show.
Maybe not as much.
But you still have my trust.

I went through my life.
With lies and a knife.
With no belief in who I am.
But you helped me see that I can.

And the song that you sang to me that day.
Runs through my head as I lay.
Thinking of you and how wonderful you are.
Your kiss, your touch, your subaru car.

I'm in love with two.
But only one knew.
I loved both of them.
But I chose my boyfriend.

And as life goes on.
Obstacles grow strong.
He now knows that I've made up my mind.
And my heart is still impossible to find.