If Want To Know Poem by Timothy Long

I just want to know, not to want, what's your hope to be? wishing upon a secret to swears when they find me, don't you believe, who are we, so many things asked yet unanswered, the words I couldn't say welled up and streamed down my face, drinking up and my loneliness, is it aching my heart, I guess it doesn't matter, I have a lot of wishes and a lot of regrets the heart of he walked away, but not from me, what's life at all? is there any point, fruitfully if I could, I would answer truthfully so, I just want to know a lot of things in which I do not know, I wish I could laugh more, I wish I could laugh well, I wish to know why life is hell, a lot I will never know, things I will learn as time goes by there's hope yet for me, to know what I should be.