Icholasnay Efferjay Lacklerbay Poem by Dakota Ellerton

Everytime I wake up
I pray it's just a dream
that you never really broke my heart
and thing's aren't as they seem

I became so vulnerable
when you broke down the wall
you said you'd never lie to me
you'd catch me when I fall

you got close enough to hurt me
I put my heart into your hands
you could break me in an instant
I never stood a chance

[my skin is colder then usual
my lips an icy blue
I'm hoping that I died this time
I knew I wouldn't make it through]

I cry when I am sleeping
I cry when I'm awake
I thought that you were real
but found out you were fake

you have so many problems
lieing; added to the list
regardless of what you've done to me
It's you who I still miss

If we could start all over again
would we do it all the same
would I get up and walk away
before we start the game

I've tried and tried again
to love you through and through
but you did more thing's to hurt me
it got harder to say I love you

you'd listen when I was upset
you'd hold me when I cry
all those thing's you told me
now feel like a lie

how could you say you love me
and entwine our naked souls
when her mouth was on your body
you made me such a fool

I never thought this would happen
we always seem to fight
it hurts me to think about you
none of this is going right

just one hug
and one kiss more
an ' I'll love you always'
will touch base at my core