I Wonder Why Poem by Chandani Bhandari

Some times I wonder
Who Am I?
Am I a Girl and this what I will be
or Am i an eternal soul like thee

If I am so powerful
then why am i so weak
I wonder why
do I get distracted from small hurdles like these

If beauty is within
why do I seek it outside
I whonder why do I
Let myself into this trap of beauty around

If life is an illusion
then why do it gets real
Why do I get hurt
when humour is near

If I am made of soil
and ash I will be
Then why do I run behind
this fake identity

So many question
but answers are none
I wonder & I wonder
who I will be.