I Wonder Why Poem by Kristina Holm

As time goes by
I wonder why
Why should I still be alive?
I cant sleep,
I dont eat,
And why should I even care to speak
When noone wants to listen.

I`m locked up inside myself,
I wont let anyone in.
It hurts deep inside
Just the thing to be alive.
I dont care
Why should I?
And I just want to say,
I never wanted it to be this way.
But my heart is bleeding deep inside
And when noone can help it
I wonder why...
Why should I still be alive?