I Wonder If This Is Love Poem by Kgosigkadi Asher Mavuso

I battle when I have to talk to you
Words turn gibberish and thoughts turn blank
I want to tell you how I feel inside
But some confusion is making me unsure of these feelings
Feelings I feel even when I'm sleeping
My heart calls out for you

Desperate times can be easily mistaken with love sometimes
The urge to be loved can be easy be fooled by lust sometimes
I can't really make out what exactly is it that you want
I try to listen to your heart but I find myself falling in love with what I think is what you're trying to say

You never say you love me
But you look at me like you love me
I get taken away by wild thoughts and
Romantic communication from your eyes
Keeps me clued into thinking you will be mine

You hold me and kiss me so passionately and so convincingly
I never thought making love to you would be so breathe taking, now I'm hooked
Yet I'm afraid of telling you how I feel
I'm not sure if I know of how I feel about you
So much feelings and deeper connection involved
Yet no words have been uttered

You keep allowing me into you
Yet you keep hiding your mission with me
You talk to me like I'm your woman
Giving me instructions on how and how not to do my life
Almost like you care
But then again, you keep pushing me away from you
Reminding me that you have a woman
Almost like you don't care

Though I know that patience is a virtue
Though I know that good things come to those who wait
I don't know if I'll be able to wait long enough for you
To declare your love to me
I don't know if I'll wait long enough for you
To pour your heart out to me

You're teasing me and dodgy acts make my head spin
With excitement and anxiety to be taken by you
I long for that day; with anticipation

I wonder if this is love
I battle when I have to talk to you
Words turn gibberish and thoughts turn blank
I want to tell you how I feel inside