I Wish Poem by Deadly Sacrifice

I can not stand it anymore!
The pain I beared!
The words you swore!

I wish you would take away,
that gun from my head!
I wish you would stop beating me,
until i felt like I was dead!

I wish you didn't have steal toed boots,
or those gloves that make me bleed.
I wish you would be different,
because your love is all i need.

I wish you were like you were before,
not high, not drunk, and loving me more.
I wish it was like the good 'ol days,
when we hugged and kissed
and laughed as we played.

I miss you so much that I could cry,
but I never want you back.
I don't want to see your face,
not after what you did.

YOU HELD A GUN TO MY HEAD,
thank God I'm not dead! !
I wish you knew how much i bled,
but those words will never be said.

God I want to die!
God I want to cry!
God I always sigh!
GOD I WANT TO DIE!

You kick me,
you sicken me,
you kill me,
you will me!
To kill you back,
but you know I won't.

I loved you!
You hurt me!
I did everything for you!
You need me!

You will never have me again........