I Wasn'T Suppose To Fall.... Poem by Crystal Tutson

How could I let this escapade be?
I wasn't suppose to fall for this, you see?

Just a thing to do to rid my time
but as much as I hate it, you have my mind.

My heart is aching and feelings are so distraught.
Drums pounding in my head, tears forming in eyes, because I was taught.

That you reap what you sow, yeah I already know.
But the fact remains that I see you everyday and feeling are starting to grow.

It still doesn't change the fact that your vows wasn't made to cherish me,
So this is why I wasn't suppose to fall for this, you see?

So where do we go from here is the question I ask?
My heart was 'set-up' by you just like old dude from my past.

I fell for the okie doke knowing nothing would come from this.
I'm ready to love, so why did I play the game, I'm not built for this sh**! !

So I will go on my way and you go yours too.
From here on out you belong to your wife and not me too.

So we can wave and speak and things can go back to the way they use to be,
Cause now I know more than ever that I wasn't suppose to fall for this, you see?