I Wasnt Ready Poem by Crystal Tutson

I can't even consciously be mad at you

For breaking it off and turning cold out the blue

I put myself in the position when I knew you didn't belong

Now I'm the one singing this lacrimoso sad song

The tears are in my ducts but my pride won't let them fall

At the beginning of it all I was looking closely and anticipating the last call

Each time spent together I knew we were getting close to that final last time

And even though I felt it I still hadn't prepared my heart or my mind

You said I should find someone who could be there like I need them to be

But if I remember correctly, after we left off, you then came back and pursued me

So even though the signals are confusing I won't look for an solid answer

Instead I'll accept what was given to me and not be a prancer

The last memories I have will last long in my head

The night we vaguely went at it and decided to skip the bed

It truly felt good but I knew it would all come to an end,

But if I knew it was on these basis, I would have just simply kept my friend!