I Want To Break This City Poem by Liza Sud

I want to break this city
for it is breaking me.
I hurried to your feast but
the traffic jam caught me.

You all came at your large cars,
and I was changing buses.
And then I went to my house,
sobbing and crying, crying.

You wanted to wait and you called me two times,
in noise I didn't hear!
You told me the first - and last time -
your ship leaves in two minutes.

I dropped and hid the telephone.
and turned back home.
I went - there was no rain and no cold,
But all the way I cried and sobbed.

I was not crying for 2 years!
And this hysterics was 3 days!
I hid it from the eyes of people
and all of my colleges.

I noticed next morning
everyone seemed upset,
They said that it was cold on water,
it's easy to forget!

That I was losing nothing.
2 hours in jam!
And not to see you - how sad!
the last call from my love!

2 hours to you on buses.
2 hours on foot back.
Hatred to such surroundings
and to this life!

I want to break this city.
I beat in mind its walls.
Because I didn't see you
you played with other girls!

These tears were so silly!
the fault was all my own!
Because I didn't hear
your waiting second call!

I can buy this ship for 10 000 rubles
and go to any place,
but I don't need travel without Julia
but she doesn't seem to wait.