I'Ve Made It Poem by Evita Saldana

I'm just tired of these troubles that i try to hide.
Makes me wanna wash away my whole world inside.
I think it's time that I make changes in things I do.
This weight on my chest im ready to lose.
All this time i'v been getting in my own way.
I have to tell myself only I can be the one to make a change.
I've been rocking back and forth across the line
hanging for a moment on the wrong side.
Now im standing up, i think i'll be here for a while.
Hope i remember how to keep on this steady smile.
I know im gonna fight it
i'm tired of being blinded.
I'm done making the same mistakes
And watching myself get these heartaches
it's time to step forward
instead of stepping back and going nowhere
I'm making my rules now instead of 'as i go'
Cause one day all this change is gonna make sence
im going to sit back down and say
'so i've made it.'