I'Ve Been Expecting You For Ten Years Poem by Mashe Others

Lost forever.
In those yellow lights,
I was sure that that was the last time you were ignoring me.
And the last time I could pretend I didn't care.
Or,
The last time I would pretend I didn't care,
And think you were ignoring me.
Or something like that...

But then, without notice,
You were standing right in front of me.
And I didn't know what to say,
or how else to ignore you...
But you can still dropp your face like that,
and I'd feel so uncared for
and scared that my apathy
had made you how you are to me
in the first place.

And Oh,
It's been six years
and we're still the same.
Well... I know I am.
Because I still remember the very first time I saw you.
And i remember every instance that I was unreasonably hurt by you.
And I still wonder if there's ever gonna be anything between us.
Or if I'm ever gonna stop dreaming...

And if you knew how I felt all this time..
If you knew...
I can't even imagine how it'll be like.
Ten years after that day when I was so sure you were the one I was expecting,
I remain,
Expecting.