I Understand And I Just Don'T Understand Poem by hopey anderson

i know that i have lied to you sooo many times, but i really wouldn't have thought that you would remember how many.
every lie i have told you you forgave me and i appreciate that sooooo much coming from deep down in my heart

because for one you didn't have to sit down and listen to me or even give me help which i really didn't need that much
and from all of those lies i have told you you still love me you shouldn't have to love me because of what i put you threw

i know that you love me and i understand that you don't won't to be involved with things that i am doing now,
but there is just one thing that i don't understand is
but all i wonted you to know is that i love you soooooooo much like your

apart of my family like a close family member and i
i appreciate the things that you have done