I Still Wait Poem by Rahul Pandey

I wait to see you
hiding somewhere
i wait to see through
the lost vision
which changed the things
which was not suppose to
I did something
which i was not suppose to

Words left unsaid
feeling broken
its like life fades
and soul taken
away from me
i still wait
to my door to open

I did mistake
is what you say
but i said the truth
i accepted your decision
but what you did?
your decision cost me my life
for saying the truth
you punished me for what?
For saying the truth

I never hated you
nor will i ever
if its you and me
and if its meant to be
then i'll wait for you forever

Why i feel so lost in dark?
Why i hark back to days which broken my star?
I cant bring those things
but i still wait

I still wait
to see you
through my soul's eyes
i still wait
to talk to you
i still wait
and i'll try till my breath dies
so that i never regret
of not having said
of not having tried
and i wont hide

I never did that purposely
it hurt me
that you ignore
the core of my emotions
You arn't good at ignoring
and i'm storing every bit of your motion

Hold if you want to
i'll do what i want to
i'm sorry if you felt so
coz i'm attracted to you
that doesnt mean i have wrong intension
i know i ran to fast
for this relation
coz i was unable to hold my emotion

i'm sorry...
for saying the truth...