I Still Love You And I Dont Know Why Poem by Kayla LeBlanc

Why do i feel this way?
i just want to breakdown and cry
the way you captivated me
with your obliviating words
i was young and fell for it
i wish i could have seen the real you
the way i do now
it was all in your childish game
you damaged my life
eventhough i know it was all in you game,
to hurt me,
and i know that now
and yet, i still love you

Your still the last thing i think of before i fall asleep
and
the first thing i think of when i open my eyes

I want so much to hate you
i try to convince myself
that your words were not all lies
i see your eyes
those eyes that that fooled me
like a game
and i see your smile
that made me never want to turn away

I guess i trusted too much
and told you what i wanted most
my most cherishable dream
you took it and turned it around on me
you played me
you made me blind by my own dreams
you dont deserve a thought in my mind
but still
you will always remain as my love
and forever i will regret my foolish ways of love...