I Still Poem by ESPN CHICK

I still think about you like I did before
These feelings never left me
Although I know I shouldn't have these feelings
Because I still don't know you all that well

It just feels like you have forgotten about me
For so long we spoke with words that felt real
What happened to those times
Feels like they have disappeared forever

I still miss those times where we talked three hours at a time
I never felt real until I met you
You were everything to me
Those words you said just pulled me under

I never felt alive until you came along
I still remember it all so well
And those memories I will keep with me forever
You meant a lot to me

You helped me through my storms
And I wonder now were you just a waste of time
Those words mean nothing now
But to my heart they mean a lot

I still miss those words
And I remember them like it was yesterday
They don't seem to go away no matter how hard I try
I know I am left feeling like this forever

I still want you to know how much I care for you
But I know you will never give me the time of day
Even though those words you used to say to me felt like you wanted me
And now I know that it was all unreal but I still remember and I will remember you till the day I die

June 5,2008