I'm sorry for never being there
For never being a true friend
I'm sorry I was never there
When you were in despair
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused
For every tear I made you cry
I'm sorry I made you worry about me
And for all the stupid lies
I'm sorry I ever cared for you
I'm sorry if I wasn't enough
I'm sorry for everything we've been through
I'm sorry I can't get over that stuff
I'm sorry I ever loved you
I'm sorry you were my whole world
I'm sorry I still can't get over you
I'm sorry for everything I did wrong
I'm sorry I have severe depression
I'm sorry for all those therapy sessions
I'm sorry I'm on medication
I'm sorry non of that seems to help
I'm sorry for all those times I cut myself
I'm sorry for giving you a scare
Thinking I might cut too deep one day
I'm sorry for all the scars I bare
I'm sorry for thinking about suicide
Contemplating it everyday
I'm sorry I never learned how to cope with the pain
And to keep those thoughts at bay
I'm sorry that I hate myself
I'm sorry I can't move on
I'm sorry I have all these regrets
I'm sorry I will never belong
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Wow, what a poem. I feel the same way in many lines. I so relate. Different situation - same grief. I could cry after reading this but im trying to close my mind to reality and move on as if the world matters. And I suppose it does. Read 'One more kiss' Purpose or 'Please understand me' when you can spare a minute (by me Keith Foley) . Take care and will read some of your others. Keith