I'M Not Supposed To Poem by Amber Hale

I have been told that, I'm not supposed to...
I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care for you
and yet I spend all my time dreaming of all that we could share...
I'm not supposed to think of you or wonder where you've been
but no matter how hard I fight it thoughts of you always sneak in
without me knowing....
I'm not supposed to yearn so always wishing you were here but
I hunger for your voice and I long to draw you near...
I'm not supposed to need you I know these things, I do want
to fulfill my parents wishes, and yet I can't help myself Because
i fell in love with you....