I'M Here Can'T You See Me? Poem by Sonya Khan

I'm here can you see me?
yes, just want to ignore,
I'm talking can you hear me?
Just wish not to listen,
Why do you push me away?
Why do you make me feel unloved?
I am desperate,
the feeling of having a body with no arms,
worse than dead.
Im here please see me
Im here, Im here
Im talking please listen
But still no response only silence,
The music of rejection,
It haunts me as I go to bed
Drill into my dream
Scared on my head,
Hope that ill no longer have to deal with it
Soon Ill be....