I'M Afraid Of Many Things Poem by Lilia Fer.

I'm afraid I'll watch the funniest TV shows
But have no one to laugh together with me
With popcorn on our hands
And happiness on our hearts

I'm afraid I'll come home
And no smiles will greet me
Instead of cheerful greetings
I'll only hear silence

I'm afraid I'll cry my eyes out
And no one will wipe away my tears
Not that I need someone to do that to me, no
But a company other than mine surely would be good

I'm afraid I'll make my birthday cake
Which I made with so much dedication
(I was never one to cook)
And have no one to share with

I'm afraid that I will die alone
I'm afraid no one will lay flowers in my tombstone
I'm afraid I will be lost in time and memories
I'm afraid because I'm destined to a unsignificant life

Sometimes I ask myself I am so afraid
Because this fearful future seems just like the present
However, I refuse to live with fear

Dear, in this world, everything is possible
The strong can become weak
And the weak will become strong.