I'Ll Be Myself Again Poem by William Ndoyisile Somenze

Cease praying, cease praying for me, i hate seeing you hurting, hurting to have back the son i used to be, one filled with smiles, happiness and liberty.
i`l be fine, you see pain has lost me, it has set a construction company within me to build a boulder, a vicinity around my heart to be vicious, it has darkened my vivid mind and thoughts,
i`l be able to see life again for what it could be and not what it is, i am just blinded by the curtain of darkness and mists before my eyes, i promise thee i`l get that chance to glitter in jubilance once i disrobe this dark shawl upon my shoulders.

i`l be back to life again, for i didnt know that love to me could be so peril, i will walk through this pain, loosing strength and power, but i promise prominent strength to gain, for this its a trial inwhich i learn to be strong.
i`l be myself again, back in my own shoes feeling like any of masculanities, and cease shedding tears like a feminity,

i`l be myself again, pick myself from the shelves of life for i have the strength to carry on, i have the ability to change to move from a crux i have stopped and settled at, i`l be myself again beggin no soul to teach me how to love, how to live, how feel for i am now feeling the life i live, loving myself with the love i could have ever wasted in loving, i`l be myself again, i`l throw all the toys and seriously get on to the game to play.

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