I Have Been There. Poem by sthembiso makhathini

I've been searching for something
that thing i thought about
i thought it could bring me joy
-no more shall I surfer
as long as i have it
but nowhere was it to be found
-have I been there?
was that the right place?
I pleade to please myself
never i cry no more
never will i try
it's unreacable untouchable
it's like magic
in fact it is close to magic
as they say it might be that;
i have been there.........
not once not twice but many times
somewhere somehow
i'll find that something.